Control


Control


If someone hurt you,

Told you not to tell

If they are dead

Can you let the hurt go?

So it won’t hurt you, control you anymore

Or do they have to be dead?

Can they just be dead to you?

Is there any grip the past can have on you if you release it?

Now it is a story of the past

Just a story

So breathe now

This is where you are

Life for you is this train

This rolling rail

Passing trees so green

rooted deep

we are passing trees

They are rooted

We roll by

This is life

We are the boat

Time is the ocean

What shore is it we seek?

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