Our Past Begins Today



I am alive and breathing
Right now

I pray for guidance

I no longer depend and expect support from a corrupted structure and tortured soil.

I am alive and breathing
Right now

Released

Nurturing my new root system
Right now
Breathing

I am alive and breathing
Right now.

I pray to my higher power for guidance.

I pray to my higher power for direction
Nurturing my new root system and structure

I pray for guidance.

I pray for direction to the path I need to pursue.

I no longer expect support from a corrupted structure and tortured soil.

I am alive and breathing right now.
I pray for guidance
Nurturing my new root system and structure

Right now
I pray to my higher power for guidance.

No longer support a corrupted structure

It is fractured and cannot sustain

I pray to my higher power for guidance.
I pray to my higher power for direction to the path I need to pursue.
I pray this new structure to grow and relieve me of the burden of self.

I am where I am.
I accept I am here.
I am not stuck.
I have faith.

I release my anger to strengthen and grow my love.
I forgive to free myself from the burden of disappointment and hurt.
I release my clutch to move forward.
I am free. 

I am alive and breathing
My higher power 

I am alive and breathing 
My new root system 

I am alive and breathing 
My higher power

I pray for direction 
Nurturing my new root system and structure

God guide me
God direct me in all

I am alive and breathing




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